"I wanna be the best as I can. Being the best person. Grown up and being better will help me to be a better actor. I’m not perfect, I just want to be good."
I think I have everything I want. When I want beer, I drink beer. When I want vodka, I drink vodka. When I want you, I drink vodka.
I have this weird sadness that I can’t describe, that I can’t shake.
I just know that when I’m alone, I just start to feel empty, sad, numb.
I can’t sleep because every time I close my eyes and try to relax, the panic attacks start.
I just don’t know what’s wrong with me…
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i wish i was skinny enough to wear leather jackets and short jean shorts and short skirts with ripped leggings and boots and look sexy as hell and then come home and drink hot chocolate while wearing an oversized sweater and cute fuzzy socks without feeling like fucking shrek okay
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